I'm addicted to Pepsi. I don't know what it is, or why, but you know how coffee drinkers need their morning cup of coffee? I need my daily ice cold Pepsi. I wish I were a coffee drinker, because then perhaps I would be addicted to coffee and not soda and surely coffee is a slightly better alternative.
I've actually given up soda several times in the past, but there seems to always be a stressful situation hat triggers me falling right back into the old trap. I've never documented my challenge, though, and it's hard to remember what life was like soda-free when you're in the midst of a glorious, delicious, carbonated gulp.
Please spare me all the articles, comments, and details about how bad soda pop is for you. I already know. And yes, even with knowing, it hasn't prompted me to change.
So why the change now? Honestly, there are several reasons. One, I am about 40 lbs. heavier than when I got pregnant with my first son. And when I think about diets, workout regimens, and all the healthier choices I need to make, I get overwhelmed and just want to crash and burn that baby before it even gets started. So I have to do this in bite-size pieces and naturally, the first step (and probably easiest for me) is to give up soda. I can manage this one change. Baby steps, I tell myself.
Second, I've just been feeling like crap lately. I've been on a soda binge big time and my skin is icky, I keep breaking out with acne, I can't sleep at night and then when I do get a full night of rest I still feel exhausted and lethargic in the morning. I'm grumpy, cranky, and irritated. I feel awful about my self-image and my self-esteem is in the dumps. Need I go on?
Last, my soda habit is costing me a lot more money than I realize. I tried to not keep Pepsi in the house, because then I drink it too much, so I would easily spend $1 a day to run somewhere and get a $1 Pepsi. When we went out to eat and I ordered a soda, that was at least $2 right there. Add up those bills here and there and I'm like, "Well crap, I could have bought that spinning wheel by now." Or that new laptop. Or whatever expensive thing I have my mind set on at the time.
So thank you internet and blogger for the ability to document my challenge. I told myself I would stick with it for 30 days and post updates on how I feel, or how I think my body has changed, and then after 30 days I could make the decision to stick with it or go back to my old stinky ways.
I'm hoping that by 30 days I will have lost a little bit of weight and it will motivate me to keep going.
I won't post daily updates, but just as I notice changes or something of significance. All right...bottoms up, you dear glass of water. We are going to be really good friends for the next 30 days.
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